wtorek, 16 marca 2010

Dream about Puppy

Lying in the stillness of the night, sometimes I put a hand on his chest unconsciously. I feel if my own heart beating: flasks, although perhaps a bit too fast. It teaches humility. Because at this moment remember who I am - the improbable - some 80 kilograms of meat from the bone. And the heart? Small mechanism, fist-sized muscle, which works tirelessly, without the slightest interruption of almost nineteen years. meaning dreamsUntil he is not surprised that at some point want to stop. Like no big deal - pump, which at one time simply ceases to function. Four minutes later, my brain dies - another oddity: kilogram of meat jelly, which shamefully is responsible for all my life, emotional, mental, physiological, which houses all my memories, all my knowledge,dream dictionary the lowest passions and the loftiest aspirations.

Still, by some incomprehensible megalomania, I believe that man was not created until his death. Stupid denizen of several thousand years of civilization Judeo-Christian, ancient civilization, Western civilization, with all the naive hope of the Champs Elysees, Paradise, reincarnation, in the worst case of astral energy fluttering in the universe, lies somewhere deep in my subconscious and does not allow me to completely switch dream interpretations to the biological (and so ruthless) manner of thinking. My awareness of the overwhelming opposition reflected in the recognition of my najskrajniej as egocentric and selfish being perceived personal, philosophical, aesthetic and artistic as the illusion produced by kilo of neurons located in the bony cage, which culminates in a mixture of meat and bone with a few holes to facilitate such a simple and obvious features like breathing, eating and elimination.dream about

Every aspect of my biologism degrades and humiliates the part of me that conventionally termed the soul (the question of nomenclature, not dogma). Apart from death, who being merely stopping the work of the muscle and necrosis of neurons, defeated Mozart, Einstein, Socrates, and even beat all I know, including me (the latter of course terrifies me the most), it suffices to mention the process of eating, or tooth decay. Prostate cancer or pierdzenie.
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Digestion - uknuty conspiracy against me. I put a piece of sandwiches, bite and swallow. And my body - without my consent or knowledge, so in spite of me - is distributed with the enzymes, acids and hell knows what else is a piece of bread with sausage in vitamins, protein, fat, sugars, etc. My gut, which after all is something I next, are me, work independently from me, as if in an act of rebellion. How's that?!puppy names I, a man, Mr. Universe, proud winner of the cosmos, a relative of angels I have no power over what is happening in me? While in my head are stacked philosophical treatise, addressed the abstract mathematical tasks, developed physical models, half a meter below, in my gastrointestinal tract which for me is much more important, lasting me alive, of which I have no idea on which no shall exercise control? I feel neglected by their own entrails.

How full of sarcasm and rivalry is nature! Provide us with the divine aspirations, the dreams of immortality, the ability to create beauty and admire him, in the possibility of love, yet make us expelled from their bowels organic substance, which smells horrible, and that each time painfully brings us to the ground and makes us aware of what we really are. Is defekujący philosopher is still a philosopher?puppies names

Awareness that everything is fantasy. That there is no such thing as my personality. Just kilkumilimetrowa outgrowth of jelly in my head that I should become mute, blind, a mathematical genius or psychopatycznym murderer. And amnesia? All my past life, all memories can be erased so easily. Stroke - and I'm becoming a vegetable, which are fed by drip can survive for many years, having no contact with the world, on the border bytując ignorance.cute puppy names Alzheimer's, dementia - stop to get to know their loved ones, getting lost in his own apartment, I forget my name, I must assume diapers, so I do not obsrał. Little damage to the spine - and I was bedridden, unable to move anything other than the head. Dignity ...?

Constancy in the perception of reality? Certainty? Since so easy - with just a few tablets or a bit of white powder - you can believe in any reality, can live in the worlds najosobliwszym.female puppy names When even a few beers can change the temperament to awaken in us a monster, push to the crime. Perhaps oxygen is also a hallucinogenic? Perhaps part of our lives is a delusion, and that we can not survive without breathing, you will never see, the world really looks like. Love - potlenowy phantom?

When I read the book description of death, where dying is attainment of hidden truths, full of symbolism in the brightness or the transition - with despair! - Meeting with a beautiful, mysterious woman who takes us on a journey, mocking smile did not come down my face.dog names How much honor as the seriousness of how much pathos! In how many metaphors can wear something as prosaic as cardiac arrest! But it is not surprising that the naive hope of giving the full meaning of the last moments, which in reality are probably filled with longing for hasty traconym life and the most painful experience of his own corporeality possible.

What it is in fact death, defines our lives. It is not anything great. Nothing in it is not worthy of greater seriousness. If this were not so badly kończylibyśmy and indifferently. This undignified manner in which we die, and yet the inevitability of this fact, receive the life of all sublimity.

It is no wonder that people invented gods.

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